Drugs are good

[elfpunkin]

So, I found some drugs and they served their purpose. The whole point of getting them was so that I basically could talk to Jason about our whole thing, really about anything. And I did and now we talk all the time about all kinds of things. I think it's been good for us. That's not to say that my life has become drama free or to say that it wasn't

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[wywacked]

Hey babe, she totally wanted you to tell him. So that he could get mad about it and she wouldn't have to really deal with it becasue she wouldn't be there when he blew up about it. the girl seems really dumb (sorry) Well kiddo just don't let the drugs do all the talking. I miss them for the reason though, the abilty to speak so freely about things. It's ok though I'm pretty much clean now. I rarely drink right now.... it's sad.

[elfpunkin]

I wouldn't say that she's dumb, but she doesn't have any of it figured out yet. I don't know if she wanted me specifically to tell him or if she just wanted him to know and so she'd tell anyone who'd listen. I really wish that there was someone who was the person to relay such bad news. Like how you and Reed were for me when Ian and I broke up. Jason doesn't really have that and I really don't want to be that person.

Maybe your lungs (and probably liver) will thank you for being clean now. It's not that sad. It would be more sad if you got to be one of those old people who still acted like they were 18 with all that. I've been seeing a lot of the creepy old people who don't know they're old on Broadway lately. We all should grow up sometime.