The black car came to a stop. The tires screeched as they inched over the white line. A woman with red hair held the clutch in her right hand. I sat to the right of her. The top was down and the sky was black. I stared ahead at the burning light, the torch of the night. The wind was soft around me, and the sounds of the streets were distant ( Read more... )

its hard to express how much hatred i find bubbling up to the surface each day of my life. i hate so much and i feel helpless because i cannot do anything about it. i want to break the world into pieces so it can feel the way that i do everyday. each time i pass someone, i subconciously want to hit them as hard as i can. when i realize that i ( Read more... )

YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CRASH. Breathe, breathe this is another sad awakening along my journey; Inconceivable sadness upon a matter of which I have no control ( Read more... )

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i want to feel my lungs sink. i want the black to burn through my chest from the inside out. i want to swallow the fire and bite the smoke. KEEP ME CLOSE, I am ash without you.

excited, I have never had anything published before ( Read more... )

and why don't you get dizzy when you think about me? dizzy like the poison you take five times a day. your heart doesnt speed and your body doesnt shiver. you were raised like this you know. empty caresses, just follow their lead.

i know when things don't mean a damn thing.

i want nothing to do with you.

things love to twist themselves into something completely different than what i had imagined. without intimation of what's to happen next, i am simply dragged along. i would like to know what hormones change in this season, because i am being such a girl these days. i feel like im in seventh grade again. could this be number 3 in one week? i hope ( Read more... )

stuck at school on a fridayyy. leslies making grits, whatever the hell that is, and i am stalking away messages. i am supposed to see sin city tonight and it looks awsome. i miss lauren and i need caffeine.