i suppose the sun is raising the serretonin levels in my brain. so, i hate when people write like this in their livejournals but i don't care because i feel like it so fuck off if you don't want to read it. I am TOTALLY crushing. what is going ON...not going to put names in here but YAYYY.

haha, that's enough girlishness for now.

fuckoff.

i am trying to amuse myself for the twenty five minutes i have to leave this toxic shit in my hair. highlights were growing out and i don't feel like spending unreasonable amounts of money on my hair, so i picked up a color at cvs. im in the mood for all one color anyways. my head is itchy and it feels like these chemicals are burning through my ( Read more... )

WHY AM I STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU?

all i can hear is silence. there is music on, but the words evaporate and the chords are erased. i am sinking into empty space, and my mind seems to wander. it feels like i am never really thinking anymore. it's like things are all too familiar and i don't have the energy to care. or mabye i am just sick of being an empty flesh-covered shell.

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, please post a memory of me.It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

credit-merrydith13

so basically i am going crazy. i have a seven page history research paper to write by friday, and now i have to write a short story for english. it doesn't sound hard, but i am having great difficulty with this one. i started something, but it's not really short story material, it's driving me crazy. if anyone has any comments or ideas I WOULD ( Read more... )

silverwear was dancing in cold hands. there were dishes to do. her skin clung to her bones sucking the air out from between them. a red robe hung on her body, draped like a used curtain. in her eyes were silent sobs and hollow years. she was just a little girl waiting for the world.

i hate how things always go. "how are things going?" well you see, that is the problem. things are going and whenever things go somewhere nice, they leave. its like theres some uncontrollable force pulling you through good and bad and it doesnt give a shit when you wanna stay. i wanted to stay. time bites the tip of everyones tongue just as ( Read more... )

im so proud of my little brother, and i just needed to tell someone. he wrote a story for the school newspaper and he is a good little writer. i cannot wait to see him grow up. seeing his success makes me so happy. i suppose we all live through someone else sometimes.

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