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omg i cant believe i found this. holy shit.

i'm alive

i know, i'm surprised too.

that is all

after all the shit that happened within the relationship/breakup with joseph, and the rebound that ensued within Zack i've decided just to become, well, asexual. after talking to joshy w. for a while today and venting to him about a lot of stuff he helped me to realize a. how close he and i are, and b. that he and i will gradually get fucked in ( Read more... )

YourPoisonVein: Who else do you know that would wake up form a sound sleep
YourPoisonVein: And speak to the perfect dream herself
Scream0faButrfly: hehehe thats me thats me!
YourPoisonVein: -high fives-

real friends are always there to make you smile.

spent like.. um.. 3 hrs i guess on the phone with ryan today. worked through a lot of personal issues. cried a lot.

glad to see the past can be mended.

ps Shawn and brea are the coolest

getting wasted starts... now

joe think's im fucking someone else. i'm not. i actually am madly in love with him and hve been making steps not to fuck it up. i guess that didnt happen. now im half drunk and bawling and its not even 8 yet ( Read more... )

i fucking give up ( Read more... )

Boys are one giant mindfuck.

Maybe i'll go back to being a lesbian.

i miss christine. a lot.