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[electronicvomit]

after all the shit that happened within the relationship/breakup with joseph, and the rebound that ensued within Zack i've decided just to become, well, asexual. after talking to joshy w. for a while today and venting to him about a lot of stuff he helped me to realize a. how close he and i are, and b. that he and i will gradually get fucked in relationships/the similar and that we give up on ever trying. I'm never having sex again. AKA my junk's gunna fall off =(

in this time of updating, i just wanna say my last shoot = getting in a mag. one of these days that i care enough i'll get the prints onto a computer for people to see. i'm excited.

ALSO! since people are going to tell me they love me then fuck me over, LIARS, um, i'd like to take a moment to reflect on the fact that i, indeed, deserve better. thank you.

now a funny convo w/ Houser to make me smile, cuz i feel like fucking crying.

Guitarplayer970: me + you= crazy fun times being had
Guitarplayer970: im a genius
ZombieSexxQueen: haha
ZombieSexxQueen: this is true
Guitarplayer970: every college across the country will be teaching this new theory
ZombieSexxQueen: hahahaha
ZombieSexxQueen: how accurate is that biotch
Guitarplayer970: 100%
ZombieSexxQueen: ha
ZombieSexxQueen: i believe it!
Guitarplayer970: actually i miscalculated 150%
ZombieSexxQueen: hahaha
Guitarplayer970: you can argue all you want that you can not have over 100% but this is what it is
ZombieSexxQueen: haha
Guitarplayer970: but yea
Guitarplayer970: that was my theory. i call it the... theory of having a sweet ass time
ZombieSexxQueen: ha
ZombieSexxQueen: we're just so fucking killer
Guitarplayer970: that we are
ZombieSexxQueen: im posting that somewheres
ZombieSexxQueen: lol
Guitarplayer970: nice
Guitarplayer970: let the world know of my discovery
Guitarplayer970: let it be known to the masses
ZombieSexxQueen: lol