i've got it all figured out! at least for the moment, and of course it's the result of about three hours of panicking about my life having no direction, and realizing that in 6 or 7 years i'm probably going to have babies, and thinking, "good god, how can i bring children into the world when i don't see the point of it allll!"

just a little uncalled ( Read more... )

Hello all. I've decided to use livejournal again because I get all panicky and weird whenever I try to write in real notebooks. It's like I'm terrified of having paper records of my poorly written garbage, so I write a sentence, rip the page out, think for an hour, then repeat the cycle ( Read more... )

pianomynano: i dumped her because she had a bizarre way of eating pizza
pianomynano: she didn't like cheese so she would sit there and pull it off with her fingers
pianomynano: it was really embarrassing

In other news, I've been painting constantly for the last 3 days and it's making me really happy.

Comment on this entry, and I will ( Read more... )

It's one of those times when I really want to talk to somebody, but no one's around.. so I guess livejournal is an appropriate alternative ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, somebody who used to be very dear to me held me in his arms and whispered these tender words:

"My ex girlfriend is taking birth control pills now. It wouldn't count as cheating if I slept with her once to see what unprotected sex feels like, would it?"

Barely sixteen, and lacking both common sense and self confidence, I interpreted ( Read more... )

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life is going nowhere, everyone's complaining about money, and happiness is an unattainable farce.

today i found nate's mom's ex-cat at a shelter. he looked absolutely miserable. we might adopt him, but i might never hear the end of it.

there's always one more elephant to be knit.

No one fucks with Anna Baerman.

(Unless they're very, very stupid.)