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i've got it all figured out! at least for the moment, and of course it's the result of about three hours of panicking about my life having no direction, and realizing that in 6 or 7 years i'm probably going to have babies, and thinking, "good god, how can i bring children into the world when i don't see the point of it allll!"
just a little uncalled for existentialism.
anyway, i came to the conclusion that as long as i spend every day of my life doing at least one thing that i love to do, and making progress towards at least one of my thousands of goals, my life will turn out ok.
my goals, as of now, are:
1. become a polyglot, and while i'm at it, vamp up my english vocabulary.
2. learn to draw like
and
3. learn to paint like
and
4. run effortlessly for miles and miles (damn, this one means i have to get in shape first)
5. know everything there is to know about history
6. write a novel or two
and a lot more..
but it's nice to realize that it doesn't matter where i am, i can do these things if i put my mind to it.
just a little uncalled for existentialism.
anyway, i came to the conclusion that as long as i spend every day of my life doing at least one thing that i love to do, and making progress towards at least one of my thousands of goals, my life will turn out ok.
my goals, as of now, are:
1. become a polyglot, and while i'm at it, vamp up my english vocabulary.
2. learn to draw like
and
3. learn to paint like
and
4. run effortlessly for miles and miles (damn, this one means i have to get in shape first)
5. know everything there is to know about history
6. write a novel or two
and a lot more..
but it's nice to realize that it doesn't matter where i am, i can do these things if i put my mind to it.