Wow. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. 2008 is almost over. Will anyone be sad to see it go? This has sort of been a sucky year all-around ( Read more... )

I knew it.


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*faints*

I'm trying to research my family history, with little success. I did find death records for both my grandfathers, which is a bit morbid. Also, I knew all that already (though I didn't have their social security numbers). Maternal grandfather. Paternal grandfather. As you can see, they both had a thing for putting the number nine in their ( Read more... )

I am really weak and stressed out. I went to school last week from Wed-Fri, but left each day at about 2:00, because by that time all my energy is completely zapped ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor's (psychiatrist, not GP) again today. She thinks that I have serotonin syndrome, which actually makes sense. I'm too tired to explain, but basically my new med (bupropion) can screw up the liver, meaning that I ended up with the equivilant of 160 mg of fluoxitine in my body, instead of the maximum dose of 80 mg that a person is ( Read more... )

I am up this late because I'm researching my health woes. My theory now is that I have Panic Disorder. I've been trying to find a phsyical illness that explains my symptoms (most of those list at the link, especially hot flashes, chest pain, and shortness of breath), but I should have been looking at illnesses where symptoms are manifested as a ( Read more... )

I'm making some progress. I acutally made it all the way to Pacific on Friday, before having to turn back and go home. It's not as good as actually going to school, but at this point it feels like a victory. I made it downtown again this afternoon, and spent about an hour out of the house, at the library. I got a big pile of books, and though I ( Read more... )

I just found out that India died this Saturday. My God. I am so, so sorry, and I know that that doesn't actually help anyone, but it's one of the few things that I can think to say. That and shit!. It's just... it's wrong. It's not just that it's unexpected, it's cruel ( Read more... )

I've brought you guys a few random links by way of appology for not being online in... six zillion years, has it been? Feels like that ( Read more... )