i can't stop:
being negative
having babies
having babies that are girls
needing things
being alone
drinking caffiene
being sick
loving you! =)

hahahahahahahahahaha god my life is shit.

man. i hate the past ( Read more... )

i am a terrible person.
i just let horrible terrible no good very bad things happen.
i just sit around and let them happen.
even when i know better
even when i start in motion actions to stop said horrible things from happening
i still just let them happen.
i don't know why.
i just do.
what does that say about my morals?
not much..
not much at all

so wouldn't it be crazy if at one point we were robots and once we were able to reproduce we overthrew our former creators? i was thinking about it and it would sort of verify the idea of creation. Except instead of worshiping our creator(s) we really killed them. That would put the robots we are developing now in line to be the new race. which, ( Read more... )

so i have a laptop!
and i have photoshop!
and i have a CD BURNER!
the tech-gods are smiling upon me.
now if they could only send me a new cell phone...

fuck winter
fuck damn seasons in general
fuck earth for having seasons
fuck life
fuck this shit.
the very fabric of my being is wearing very thin.

The Waste Land
T.S. EliotI. THE BURIAL OF THE DEAD ( Read more... )

"and i scream, but i still don't know why i do it; because the sound never stays, it just swells and decays. So what is the point? Why try to fight what is now so certain? The truth is all that i am is a passing event that will be forgotten ( Read more... )

shit shit shit ( Read more... )

i haven't wrote in this in a long time ( Read more... )