sometimes i'm angry that i feel so angry
shit shit shit
sometimes i wonder if getting away from these dirty rotten no good people will really have an effect on my life. or if every town is exactly the same and ending this game now would be for the best. because if my life is going to be an endles series of peaks and valleys; i don't want to experience the rest of it. it's not even like MAJOR highs and MAJOR lows; it's like things start to begin getting kind of good and then my whole life PLUMMETS INTO THE GROUND. so i guess we could call that mild highs with extreme lows. fuck living like that forever. fuck living like that at all. fuck living at all.
sometimes i wonder if getting away from these dirty rotten no good people will really have an effect on my life. or if every town is exactly the same and ending this game now would be for the best. because if my life is going to be an endles series of peaks and valleys; i don't want to experience the rest of it. it's not even like MAJOR highs and MAJOR lows; it's like things start to begin getting kind of good and then my whole life PLUMMETS INTO THE GROUND. so i guess we could call that mild highs with extreme lows. fuck living like that forever. fuck living like that at all. fuck living at all.