i'm about to say it. this weekend was excellent, got out a bunch and played all sorts of sports: baseball, frisbee, more baseball, tennis, and more frisbee. about 5 hours of sports in all, all in one day. crazy. wrote amazing things for poetry class, and they were received as such. every once in a while i actually feel like i belong there, and ( Read more... )

i just got out of jail. and had to walk home. apparently some cleaning ladies at the frost house were scared that i was hanging around there, and called the cops, and i they said i could either call someone and get dropped off in their custody, or i could go spend some time in a cell. i said i wasn't going to wake anyone up at that hour (it was ( Read more... )

it's weird, to look at my friends page and only read 15 entries before i'm looking at familiar words, pictures i've seen. it's been a while. last night i had dreams, continuous dreams, in which shelby was dead. sometimes i'd wake up and think it was real. sometimes i'd wake up and think it was actually kevin i was thinking about. but it wasn't ( Read more... )

i've been totally sucked into grey's anatomy. it's not a bad thing, in fact it's helping me to get over my doctor/hospital/surgery fears and angers, which is pretty damn healthy. i love the things that nate lord notices, and the way he phrases his ideas. the kid's a genius. seniors upset me, they'll all be gone way too soon. to the friends who ( Read more... )

so this is apparently love your body week, and of all the weeks i've been alive this has probably been the one i cared least about personal hygiene. i find it amusing that i took the first shower of the week last night. to go to the suit party at nora's. amazing. i'd been sipping margaritas all evening and chrissy and i got there and had ( Read more... )

so i heard there was some drama lately, that i managed to successfully stay completely out of. score. it's weird, sometimes it feels like our group is so still you could only know it lives and breathes with a stethescope. othertimes, we're burning like fire on a windy day ( Read more... )

i'm feeling restless lately, and in somewhat of a prolific way, so expect lots in the future. right now i can't decide exactly what it is i'm looking for, but writing creatively seems to be the result and i'm enjoying it. a lot of the stuff i'm writing about isn't easy, but that's nothing to not writing it ( Read more... )

two weeks ago my keyboard came back to life. well, all but the spacebar. today is valentines day, chrissy and i aren't doing cliche things, which makes me happy. i'm overloaded in my classes and falling behind even though i'm doing lots of work. today i was unprepared for all three classes, failed two quizzes on three stories i hadn't read, and ( Read more... )

weirdest dreams ever, the whole thing was about photo shoots and in the end i sliced off matt's whole back, spine included, with a butter knife and then we painted it and put it on kd's back. and took pictures ( Read more... )

and i missed a lot of you (my legal advisor informed me i'm not allowed to say "all" of you, because it may in fact be a lie).