the way life works out. ive loved, ive lost. thought it could make it, but it never seems to. i am more than at peace with the outcome of things however. since the beginning, i am sorry to say, somewhere deep in the depths of my hippocampus was a place reserved for this very failure. i was prematurely prepared to be a statistic. fuck him. i just ( Read more... )

im twenty one and i have made a complete joke out of my life so far.

im about to go get him from the airport. time is crawling by. he is about to meet my family for the very first time. im so excited for him. i know he'll do great.

i am emilees last secret space ( Read more... )

I am up to some cranky mischeif. I no longer have a single feeling for you left in my entire body. You win. Keep her, she is your prize. You talk badly about her and tell me that I am better and prettier and more wonderful and everything she will never be. And you are a lost. You willnot have your cake and eat it too. You cannot lie to me and ( Read more... )

dear life,

please

go a little easier on me

thank you.

jesus.

i cannot even do it anymore.

he thinks im joking this time..

..but he has no idea..

life is increcible right at this very moment..

this has the potential of being a very special day.