i can't do this over
but why would i want to?

you know what brandon..i think you planned out this whole fucking thing..it seems like you didn't wanna go out with me anymore but instead of just breaking up with me you said let's take a break and you knew i would get pissed off..it's because you didn't have the balls to break up with me..i even said sorry and you couldn't even acknowledge that.. ( Read more... )

time has run out, for me, everything's distant and i don't know what to believe it's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and i need to leave for awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile ( Read more... )

feeling so dead

the pain ( Read more... )

you told me i would always have a place in your heart...what ever happened to that?

you know what brandon i really really liked you..i mean more than you could probably imagine but this bullshit just doesn't cut it..i hate to say this but i think it's actually over..it hurts that you say you really like me alot but you can't even decide if you want to go back out with me so you know what..i'm not gonna sit around for a whole year ( Read more... )

SCREW IT...that pretty much sums up how i feel...dude this is such bullshit i hate middle school drama i hate boys and i hate those stupid fucking people you lost to mel it's not your fault we should make a hit list of their names and kill them all! ok first we'll start with brandon..if you're going to break up with me give me a fucking real excuse ( Read more... )

hello idiots...you know i feel like i'm talking about myself...i seem to be making alot of people pissed off at me and things don't turn out like they were before...well i messed up really bad with brandon..i said i hated him to some people..:'(...i didn't mean it but it just came out and yeah..i know he hates me and never wants to talk or see me ( Read more... )

ok this is what happened today...nothing...ok bitches there's nothing to talk about so i guess that's all wow that was incredibly long