ahhh sweet misery
hello idiots...you know i feel like i'm talking about myself...i seem to be making alot of people pissed off at me and things don't turn out like they were before...well i messed up really bad with brandon..i said i hated him to some people..:'(...i didn't mean it but it just came out and yeah..i know he hates me and never wants to talk or see me ever again and i can't say i'm fine with that cause i would be lying to myself and everyone who reads this so i'll just have to live with him hating me and wish i never messed things up between us when they were going really good...i seem to be really good at doing things like that