love is hate

Dec 15, 2004 16:17

SCREW IT...that pretty much sums up how i feel...dude this is such bullshit i hate middle school drama i hate boys and i hate those stupid fucking people you lost to mel it's not your fault we should make a hit list of their names and kill them all! ok first we'll start with brandon..if you're going to break up with me give me a fucking real excuse not that you think i don't trust you cause i did i completely trusted with everything including my heart which you broke and never said sorry for can you fix it..i didn't think so..i said sorry for acting the way i did which i still think i shouldn't have to..you don't even bother telling me stuff you tell your friends who tell me..speaking of your friends, i wasn't "hitting on" justin for the record i was getting information about our homework i know you didn't say that nikos did but you might have believed him and i'm NOT a slut..this is bull i give you a note saying sorry and what do you say..?..well i don't know if i'm going to go back out with anyone at all this year because of stuff happening...what the hell that's fucking dumb..you screwed up buddy you're the one who got bad grades and decided to "take a break" not me so don't even take this shit out on being grounded that has nothing to do with you at least fess up and say you don't wanna go out anymore..that has to be the reason so admit it...and if that's not the reason and you do truly like me you wouldn't have to take a break or think i don't trust you or have to even think twice about whether you wanna go back out..so you didn't truly like me because you STILL don't know if you wanna go back out..that's sad..and it makes me sad that you lied to me the whole time we went out saying you loved me well guess what? you didn't...and i'll just have to get over that..please everyone take a stab at this i don't care if i don't even know you i just wanna know what to do about this and what you think

xKaitlynx
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