Ugh, I know it's been awhile since I've updated here, so I've decided that it was time to. There's been so much shit--pardon my french--going on it's not even funny. I love how hypocritical and egocentric people can be. For example, I'm not the type of person who openly talks about my feelings, but if I feel as if I can trust you, I will then; ( Read more... )

So, I sent an e-mail to my friend and I'm hoping that I don't make a complete fool out of myself. I really hope that my friend accepts my apology. I really feel horrible about what I did. It seems like I manage to screw over the people that I really car about; friends and family alike. I don't want my friend to hate me for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

Oh my gracious, the boy is so perfectly wonderful! He wrote me this really cute poem, that totally made me cry for like 3 hours no joke...but no fears, they were happy trears. He really is an amazing person. He knows what to say, when to say it, without hesitation. I love him so much. I don't ever want to lose him. He seriously is the BEST ( Read more... )

Ugh, at last! A place where I can talk about my boyfriend and no one will care. There's always so much that I want to say about him but I can't because of those people at a certain school that shall remain nameless *cough cough shorter college cough cough*. Anyways, what can I not say about my boyfriend? He's everything that I'm not and more. ( Read more... )

Well, it's been almost a month since I've been able to use the internet without having to go somewhere and now, I'm finally on the internet in my room! HOW AMAZING! I'm loving the internet now! It's pretty pathetic how depressed I was when I couldn't talk to people, I was so sad but I don't know why. We all have phones, and it's not that ( Read more... )

Last night was the Big Sis/Little Sis Ceremony. It was so much fun. I found out who my big sis was. It was Nikki. I was so suprised. She is the coolest person ever. She and I are so much alike it's not even funny. I love her to death. We all got to go out for dinner last at Chili's and she paid for me, but I put some money into her purse ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of pledging. I'm happy in a way but sad that I won't be able to see my pledge sisters everyday. But hopefully today, if all goes well, I may be going home to see dad. I'm so excited. I wonder if he'll pick me up since both mom and Gaelyn will be working. This week has been tough but it's also made me a stronger person. I' ( Read more... )

Omg. It's been 3 weeks since I've been able to obtain the internet from my room. The virus is finally gone and I'm able to check my e-mail and talk to my friends without having to go to the computer lap or the library. This is so wonderful. Everything's been going really well. Dad's on his way back to the states right now. Mom, Gaelyn, and Dad ( Read more... )