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So...the plans for visting Miles are going much better.The parents finally agree,talked to his Mom..ect.I cant wait to see him of course, but I hope he doesnt think of me any different(in a bad way)when he meets me.Meh...I might as well be myself and push the shyness away when I see him.Im not too sure what to wear the first day though.I know... ( Read more... )

Message to Kase: Look, Ive been trying my hardest lately to ignore your comments aka your pathetic attempts to change me.I dont understand why you worry...Youre not apart of my life anymore...Nor will you ever be again.Iam getting VERY irrtated with you arguing back and forth with Melissa and Miles.My journal is not a space on the internet for you ( Read more... )

Umm...About the last entry.At the time I really ment it...But not now.Miles and I were just having a really hard time this week, especially Friday.So..yea.Visiting him didnt seem like much of an option after talking to my parents today.Theyre dense as fuck.But after I got off the phone with Miles..I tried again.My mom wouldnt give in.But then my ( Read more... )

I used to wonder...Why didnt I just go through with the main plan,kill everyone that ever hurt me in my life...and then kill myself after? Because I was a dumbass and thought I found something better.Love.Well now...Love can go fuck itself.After putting up with more bad times then good in every fuckin' relationship...Iam convinced...truely ( Read more... )

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Hmm.Right now Iam eating Vanilla pudding without trying to kill myself from the pain of swallowing anything.Meh.I just "woke up".Well..actually Im pretty sure I spent most of my night in even MORE pain then the night before.After talking to Miles for maybe 2 hours, the conversation ended around 1:30 or perhpas 2:00 am.So...I tried going to bed.I ( Read more... )

Ughhh.Ever since Monday morning Ive been sick -_- I woke up with a fever,sore throat and whenever I swallow, my ears hurt.Its Wendsday now...my fever is slowly going away but last night was hell.I could barely sleep the few hours I did.Every time I swallowed my ears were in excrutiating pain T_T Bah.And since I usually dont get sick,its 10 times ( Read more... )

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YAAAAY.I got another kitten ^.^ Well I have a cat that Ive had ever since I was a baby.But now I have a kitten.And its allll mine ^___^ My sister has one that she called April (stupid name : rolls eyes : )My kittens name,given by its owner was named May...but I think Iam going to change it. : thinks : >_BAH.I just came up with a decent name...Jimmy ( Read more... )