Oh my god, is it normal to want to be out of college this badly? I am so miserable in my classes and it's Spring and it's raining and my life is being ruined by sex and new romance and... granted I like it, but I'm so worried that I am going to fail, I'm still so worried about what my mom would say if she knew how horribly I'm procrastinating. I ( Read more... )

I've just discovered a band called Low! Their music is the epitome of how I feel right now. Mellow, reflective. Oh wait... I feel like that all the time. :P ( Read more... )

I am awake, not doing my work. It's lively. I have a girlfriend now! My first girlfriend ( Read more... )

Currently I am highly disappointed in myself for being so unmotivated. Is it normal to feel so unenthusiastic about college work and such? I just don't want to do any of it. I'd rather be off on my own being an apprentice for some place like counseling or an electrician or a carpenter and getting experience that I can actually USE. I mean, I get a ( Read more... )

I know what it feels like now to want to be in a relationship with someone... maybe I'm getting ahead of myself ( Read more... )

I just found out that a friend of mine got deferred from Bryn Mawr College. And instead of letting it get me down, it's making me reflect on how my life has changed in a year--OH THIS YEAR! Tears race to my eyes when I remember all of the lovely, painful, uplifting, life-altering events that have happened!

December 2005

- Deferred from Bryn Mawr
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(From a message to Weez, it sums my day up well ( Read more... )

Life will be so much better when I don't need to write anymore papers. Life will be SO much better when I pass this English class and don't need to take it ever again ( Read more... )

She just decided to shut me off from her life. She probably deleted all that has been said between us from her memory ( Read more... )

Golly ( Read more... )