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Nov 02, 2006 00:09

She just decided to shut me off from her life. She probably deleted all that has been said between us from her memory.

I just got a call that was completely unrelated right now.

Do you have any idea how intense I am right now? I wish I could cry. I cannot. I cannot feel anything right now.

This completely random phone call came in. I told some friends that another friend of mine looked like a certain character on television and the girl found out and called me--joking or serious? I don't know. And started cussing me out. Then I hung up. She called again. I didn't answer. She left a message about how pissed off she was and how ugly I am and how she hopes I am laying in my bed crying.

I will not cry for you.

All I have right now is myself and my friends. All I have is myself. My friends can only sympathize with the feelings I am having. I cannot wait to cry. Oh god. It hurts so badly.

Oh my god. How did this happen?
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