I dont care enough anymore to post my feelings and daily events on the internet. I dont think im important enough that anyone even cares anyways. I barely care. HAH. Bye LJ

I need to stop getting caught up in other peoples drama. People need to learn on there own because nobody takes advice. I know i dont take advice but when i get shocked with a fucking taser i catch on a little bit...people seriously just need to live and learn. I know this too but i always fuckin fall into it.

One day im just gonna escape.

I got a little too fucked up yesturday evening. I took a perc, drank, and smoked alot of pot. I had fun but i got locked out of my house. First i tried to call chuckie and joe. They didnt pick up because there assholes. I sware one day im gonna be getting raped or beaten to death and there not gonna pick up and im gonna be fucked. I rely on having ( Read more... )

Today is better. I had the worst day ever yesturday. I guess everyone could tell by the LJ entry. Today should be better cuz im feelin better. I think the weed got me over it. Im very serene now. Anyone wanna go with me to the asian festival on the 30th. I really wanna go and it looks cool.

I just realized something today. Maybe the reason i feel like shit almost everyday of my life is i dont have anyone to really talk about it to. I use to talk to my mom but she never visits me anymore. I'm always there for people to talk to but in the end who do i turn to. I feel like shit and i just wanna crawl into a hole. Maybe if i wasnt so ( Read more... )

I'm not even gonna think of him anymore. Crushes hurt too much.

Oh I hate crushes. They suck ass. I wish i was a person that rather would talk to the person. I always wait for someone to come to me. It rarely happens. 8(


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Ok so anyways. I need a job to end my money crisis i've been in for the past few months. It's really gay being poor ( Read more... )

I have a new crush. It sucks! I doubt it will ever happen but oh well i guess im a dreamer.

Last night was pretty cool. Everyone that was important was at my house. It was an all-star crew. There was a few people missing but oh well I still had fucking fun.