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I just realized something today. Maybe the reason i feel like shit almost everyday of my life is i dont have anyone to really talk about it to. I use to talk to my mom but she never visits me anymore. I'm always there for people to talk to but in the end who do i turn to. I feel like shit and i just wanna crawl into a hole. Maybe if i wasnt so resilient and showed people that everythings not ok someone would take interest enough to listen to me instead of sitting there pretending like you are. My own brothers dont even listen to me they just let me talk and say yeah everytime i get silent. Fuck life