I've been thinking what friend means? who are they? At least it's someone who support you and accept who you are, right??
The reason why I met and know her was to be a friend, so until now I'm trying to control my emotion for what she's said. I never thought it will be this hard, we fight (for a reason) .. I can't be believe a person that I shared ( Read more... )

I'm done with all of disappointments about Jin leaving KAT-TUN. It was so hard to believe at the first time but it's his life, I can't resist him to stay if he already made his decision, I'm sure it's tough for him too, leaving a group which more like family. But big chance may not come twice, at last he want to try and learn something, he want to ( Read more... )

i wonder what's wrong with her lately? she becomes so hyper and it freaks us out..
about 2 weeks ago, it's salna's 18th birthday of course we congratulated her but anis, she jumped to salna and asked
anis     :   shall i kiss you on the cheek? because i want it so bad
salna   :  ... err
anis     :  *mmuuaachhhh* happy birthday!

( here's my turn )

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it can't be called as a home either! i hate the way they treat me or even looking at me lately, full of hate.  they're always proud of  my older brothers "trophies" and never appreciate my tiny "medal". they won't understand, NEVER.  no one i can't trust, i'm tired of trying, i have my own way.. and i won't care anymore. thanks to salna, ochi, ( Read more... )

after the mid-test week, i'm so fucking tired but it seems my parents can't read the atmosphere. a lot of pressures from every side but they keep forcing me to do this and that, i know what they want i do exactly know but it's not the right time, of course i have a point when i'll fully try my best to get something but just NOT NOW, at this moment ( Read more... )

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ps: yeah we're friends again after a short understandable explanation
( warning: written in bahasa )

( to someone who lives in KL : )