I haven't posted..in forever ( Read more... )

So in case you haven't hear...WE ADVANCED ( Read more... )

I havne't updated in a while ( Read more... )

Life hurts. Life hurts really bad.

And you cry in corners, hoping your father or stepmother won't wlak in or that your phone won't ring. That way you can leave the room after you're done and go about your day pretending you never had a breakdown.

And then you laugh becuase you have the most amazing friend in the world. Friends who promise to marry ( Read more... )

(Sorry if they are depressing..forgive me. But this is my therapy. Haha)

LOST

There's no reason for my sobbing
Except maybe I feel I am losing.
Losing something, someone, everything, everyone.
Losing hope, and losing goals
Losing love, and losing life
So I rock back and forth, trying to grasp something
Anything that is not slipping from my grasp
And I find ( Read more... )

I can tell people I am happy, and that I'm only a little sad but the truth is that right now I feel realyl lsot. And I'm very sad, and have all these sad thoughts. I just want to run awy, to leave this entire city behind and forget everything. I don't know why I feel this way, but I do and it's killing me. I want to graduate and go away and start a ( Read more... )

I wish my dreams could actually come to life....   :)

I had a REALLY good one last night..I only wish it had lasted longer....

Bug.

haha....I am a strange one indeed.

Am I pretty?

Would you date me?

Am I a good girlfriend?

Am I good person?

Am I obnoxious?

Do I have an annoying laugh?

Am I a failure as a human being?

Do I push too much?

Do I dwell on things to much?

Why do I have to be so SAD?!

.........I've had too much time to think lately, and the saad thing is that I don't knwo who to turn to becuase everyone right ( Read more... )

I want to do something amazing.

Life is life..I ahve decided this ( Read more... )