you know in the midst of this relentless vomiting and this high fever I had an epiphany somewhere in the middle of the random playlist ITunes made ( Read more... )

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How many times can I say I don't care until it actually starts being the truth? Probably an infinite number of times. I'm getting frustarated. Lately i've been alternating between "i love me I love everyone i love life" and just like "what is there, im such a dumb person i don't appreciate what i have which is very little im lonely blah blah blah" ( Read more... )

FIRST NAME: Clarissa ( Read more... )

I hardly ever make legitimate updates anymore. Not that updating the el-jay is something I often feel compelled to do, but i'm so sleepless right now I can't think of much else. Whenever I stay awake like this on a school night I can't help but think how i'm going to be awake in five hours, well less than that really. Today I was thinking about how ( Read more... )

luke : okay...i guess i'll buy it at target and ride the 55...do you want to ride wit me?

clarissa: if we can smoke an L in da back of the not-tarc-3

luke: that's what i was about to say

luke: fuck you

clarissa: HAHAHAH

clarissa: we're both verbal people luke, we jsut have to race to the punch
but my typing skills won out

I haven't a)posted on livejournal in awhile and b) been up this early on a non-school-or-work day in awhile. So, I hardly ever try to make my life sound random and fun but last night was . me, susan, samantha, luke s, brittany, blair, jess, nathan, and luke all ended up hanging out together. we meant to go to the St X Trinity game, but that just ( Read more... )

man, seven months of heartache and loneliness are turning around to perhaps start the cycle all over again...
and 5 hours and 14 minutes of work didn't ruin my friday night
YES

I think Pinback's Blue Screen Life could possibly be my favorite album ever. It seems like I am always in the mood to listen to it, even though there's nothing flashy and obviously spectacular to it- as steven mentioned it is deceivingly complex. This album makes me want to be in an attic or room at the top of the house on the floor with someone i ( Read more... )

I was looking back at lj entries from this time last year, and I sort of forgot who I was reading . I just loved that girl. I loved whoever wrote all those things and I just want to take her in my arms and embrace her, or maybe vice versa. Maybe all poetry in me is dead, except the long cynical blunt rant kinds. "True meaning would be dead with you ( Read more... )