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Life is rough
But we keep navigating the stormy seas.
I needed this day off. Working in a hospital lab during the sarscov2/covid-19 pandemic is exhausting.
4 employees have resigned & have or will have left by the end of this month!
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Still alive!
I write in my irl journal. Still. Can you believe it ( Read more... ) -
Distance
The love of my life has moved back to Arkansas. They couldn't find a job here and we both agreed it was for the best. I appreciate his decision and push for this change. I couldn't have brought myself to ask for this change, no matter how stressed I became over finances. I know this will allow us time to regroup and tackle our obstacles with ( Read more... ) -
Isn't this a surprise?!!?
Decided to dust this olde thing off. If anything it amuses me, but I'm hoping I can connect with old friends this way??? We will see ( Read more... ) -
Yaaargh!
I got a cool scarf. The weather is bitingly cold. Finally? Feels like sweater, warm spicy drink, do holiday shite kinda weather. I'm in the middle of trying to start anew. I changed locations, living arrangment, the jerb, the relationship, etc and I feel happy & unhappy about it. Anyway, it's going to get better. I'm not going to slide back down ( Read more... ) -
time keeps moving, time never stops
I want to do something super fun! Something crazy and passionate. Been having trouble sleeping. My mind keeps running full speed and I cannot calm it. So much has changed and will continue to change tremendously in the near future. The end of a chapter in my life. We just couldn't make it work out, but at least we got a shot. Some of the best ( Read more... ) -
Wasted
Party party party party let's all get wasted (wasted). Its stuck in my heeeead! I made the weirdest mix cd, fun stuff. I was in a dark place earlier, an anxious, stressed & worried place. But ya know it will work out. Even if I don't get all or some of my $500+ refunded I will cancel my card next week and not worry about things I can't change. Its ( Read more... ) -
For victory!!
Can't wait until these fuckers around me wake up so I can start organizing the aparment. Sounds like someone is leaving. Good! My neighbors aren't that great so far but I am overall thrilled with the actual apt. Could use more sounf buffer though. Anyways, pix to come when its not full of boxes. I'm re-reading harry potter in honor of going to ( Read more... ) -
Can't sleep
And work is in 2 hrs. Must be the easter candy. We are having quorn tikka masala for lunch. Mmmmh. Can't wait to stock my cabinets up with good foods. There are still a massive amount of boxes but I've reduced it to half & christine still has a few to remove. So ok progress to me. Plus I just didn't feel like pushing myself and doing everything. :P ( Read more... ) -
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Ever get the feeling where you want to do so much that you end up not doing anything at all? I hate that. :D Not that I ever end up not doing anything ( Read more... )