I've been having really mixed emotions as of late. I've been really happy, but underneath it, I've felt terrible, sad, embarrassed, lonely, and a bunch of other not-so-good emotions.

I dont like it.

Its been a while, folks. So, its time for an update? I suppose so, since I haven't written in here for close to a month. Summer is in full force, to be honest, its been terrible. Nearly a month ago, Ashley Knetzger was tragically taken from this world along with her friend Talhia in a senseless act of stupidity. I know I was not the best of friends ( Read more... )

Update time, mother-effers! Everyone is done with school and have been in two for at least a few weeks. No surprise to me though, I haven't really seen or talked to them. I ran into a bunch of them at Celebrated DePere, which was nice, but completely accidental. But, what else is new..? My dad has now moved up to Rhinelander for his job. He is in ( Read more... )

I don't feel like myself. I feel so blah. I feel so empty. I feel so lonely.

I don't really know anymore.

Been a while since the last update, so here is a new one. Surprise, surprise though, really nothing new to report to you wonderful readers. Since the last post, our dog; Zoey died. It was really sad. But since, we've already got a new puppy. It pisses me off. Its hyper as hell, and is shitting and pissing everywhere. Blah, I don't know ( Read more... )

"Spring Break" was unfortunately very dull for me. The only person that I actually got to see and hang out with was Britt and Bartel. I called a few other people, but it never seemed to work out. Oh well, I guess. Summer will be here soon enough... hopefully. Then I can finally make a mend with some people ( Read more... )

Shit mister, I'm not having such a great life. This past weekend I was planning on taking a trip up to La Crosse to see Britt, but my plan was foiled. Man oh, man; was it ever. Tuesday night I started feeling really weird, and I figured I would just sleep it off. Well, Wednesday morning comes up and I'm feeling like a two month old bag of shit. I ( Read more... )

Fuck man, I miss way too much shit. For some reason, it just hit me that I miss almost everything. I miss my friends, I miss everyone; including myself being happy, I miss Friday nights spent at The Eagles Club, I miss not giving a two shits about anything, I miss everything.

Fuck me... I'm dumb..?

Oh boy, an update, how tight...? Its really late/really early, and I can't sleep for shit again. Also, bored again, so I'm updating; again. Well, since the last time I wrote in here, my what seemed to be my pre-eminent death sickness has faded for the most part. I'm stuck with an annoying cough now. No more vomit-smelling breath or having to go to ( Read more... )

It has been a while, hasn't it? Oh well. As of late, I guess life has been getting better. My dad finally got a job a little over two weeks ago, so thats less stress on my family's life. He should be finding out soon if he has to move up to Rhinelander, so then I should be finding out if I'm going to move there with him. I need and want to get away ( Read more... )