I like fruit.

I'm feeling, more and more, insanely insecure, wha...this is ridiculous!

Okay, okay, so I thought I'd delete this journal, but it seems I am thinking to write a bit in here. I'd like to write. And jebus what have I been up to? Well, lots, not a whole lot, but they it's a start. Lots has gone on, and I have lots to write about but hey it's not worth writing everything down so I won't. anyway, lately it's been alright, ( Read more... )

Ya know what's really funny, because I do it a lot, (and it's more funny if I do it). Is when people place meaning on everyday meaningless things. I don't know why. To create a fantasy? To give meaning? It really doens't make sense to try and find an explanation for everyday occurrences. Things just happen, let it be. The more you place meaning on ( Read more... )

I am not a violent person. I love my sister. But there is no one whos head I love to take and smash into a wall more than my sister's.

repeat.

A PICTURE

It's funny when people tell me what they want straight up, it catches me off guard and it's as if it becomes counter intuitive to disagree. I respect them for telling the truth; I assume that they're going to lie, and then they say it straight. And it's as if I follow a pattern, assuming they're lieing. It's fucked and I can't obviously explain it ( Read more... )

every day; my feet, and I stand still; my feet. I have direction. some way good answer. some excellent anecdote. it's , all of it, I'm in the middle. Oh jesus, oh fuck. i'm such. Likewise. changed, significant anyways, everyday ( Read more... )

Man, I used to think I was a critical thinker, I'm not. I'm not paying attention, I'm not questioning enough, I'm not thinking enough. I'm passively going by without realizing it (realizing is the key word here). I spend all day in my head, WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG, but never thought about how to solve it, just questioning the 'problem' ( Read more... )

Photos! The MAWO Rally was on the 25th, I think. It was interesting, and VERY HOT. Sun burns aside, it was well worth the pain... Nicole and Ivan started it after the 9/11 attack and mainly in respone to the occupation invasions in Iraq and on Haidi.