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Jul 22, 2005 16:48

Man, I used to think I was a critical thinker, I'm not. I'm not paying attention, I'm not questioning enough, I'm not thinking enough. I'm passively going by without realizing it (realizing is the key word here). I spend all day in my head, WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG, but never thought about how to solve it, just questioning the 'problem' that didn't exist. WAKE THE FUCK UP GIRL!!

I'm so far behind, I've wasted so much time. Who was it that said "the unexamined life is not worth living"? I don't know, but I used to examine everything that didn't matter. I observed, but never got involved. I'm still not where I want to be, but at least I have some tools to help me. SUDDENLY, THINGS MAKE SENSE.**

My interpretation of examining life was fine, but now I can supplement it. I can become AWARE, instead of being everyone else's puppet. THINKING; CRITICAL THINKING IS WHAT COLLEGE IS ABOUT, excuse me, LIFE IS ABOUT. Fuck, why doesn't someone make it a mandatory class? Yet, even if they did, it doesn't necessarily mean they'll listen, or understand (and that's scary). Well, I have only myself to deal with, that and life...

Cheers, to a new beginning!!

old habits die hard...
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