absolution is a very similar album to 30 seconds to mars, its got very much the same ideas, was created through the same motivations. both sing of power, control, and just love of destiny. the want to embrace the future and annihilate the past. though absolution is less collected than mars- mars is more of a concept album (though the members claim ( Read more... )

i just discovered something quite wonderful- that when alexander comes out, i will to see colin farrell screw around with some grecian guy on a big screen. now, upon hearing this and that jared leto plays hephaestion (alexander's lifelong "friend") i got very very excited, however it's not hephaestion who will get his sideways mambo with the great ( Read more... )

again i hit the first crescent moon of the month. almost missed it really, i think it was actually the result of some self-hypnotism, but it's cool, i've got something going here.

watched love actually because i felt like seeing to a cute fun movie where i could look at hugh grant's ass. and it was a great 125 minutes. before that on wednesday, i ( Read more... )

for a week in which everyday seemed like it should have been a friday, the blessed day that came after a snowed-in thursday was rather anticlimactic. my bronze nailpolish has chipped away and it suited me so well for the past two weeks but i want to go for purple next week. girl, interrupted was on tnt last night, so mom finally got to see it while ( Read more... )

i feel so proud of myself right now. how long have i been "fancy blade" on instant messenger? a while, quite a while- that sn was taken from in the forests of the night. i have a new sn now- ebonyclock. this pleases me, so i felt i had to announce it ( Read more... )

my mental state is like clockwork, moving so fast and hard and precisely. it craves for more input. beauty is terror, and suffering is not pain ......i'm composing new theories. almost done ( Read more... )

i'm feeling good about this year. its strange. i think i got so sick of 2002, i got sick of the numbers, the way it droned on. i like 03, i like writing it down. it feels like something new that i could throw into someone's face, like i don't have to act like an angsty, self-doubting, rueful, paranoid shit anymore because now its 2003. i was about ( Read more... )

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my cat is dying for my attention right now. there's fur in my hair. its getting in my eyes. and now she's perched herself in front of me on the desk. but i will not give her satisfaction. all i get out of it is a numb hand and itchy eyes ( Read more... )

left eye wide and exposed, staring up, lost in the darkness. without purpose, without sight, gazing into white darkness waiting for the full oblivion to reclaim it ( Read more... )