Where my girl Darlene??? i miss ya babe

 Yoo, im lovin it,  my car is clean. I know its not much of a car but its mine and its clean. Wow prom is this friday, good thing im ready, i hope haha

 Today has by far been the hardest day in my life, I had to do what was right but inside I want to die. I feal guilt for leting it go on soo long. I know she was hurting, but all I wanted was to make sure that there was nothing else I could do to help her. There was nothing, Im happy that she won't ever hurt again cause I know shes happy. I want to ( Read more... )

Everything going great, those girls have finally left me alone, I hope. Schools going good, Im on the honor role for the first time, good shit for me. Friday Im gonna ditch and have fun I hope, for ditch day yeah. Today was great, fell asleep in one class got a free calculator in another, and after school at like 6 I saw Dar, its ben sooo long, It ( Read more... )

I hope that these parasites leave me alone. Bug someone ther own age like a five year old. i dont have time to babysit them. i have a life and i would like to go on w/ it. get the message, i do NOT want to talk to any of you ever, leave me alone and i will be more than willing to do the same...

school and more school, saw dawn of the dead, it was good. went over joes house on sat ans saw keenan on sun, humm didnt see darlene burnout.did the little homework i have and chilled. man right now i cant think really what i did...ill tell you later what i did...

man its hard not seeing her as much as i want. i know she has band and school work...so i understand, but its starting to hurt when i cant see her. i havent seen her for two days andi cant stand it. all i can think about is being around her, making me laugh and palyn around, looking into her eyes and knowing there looking back. fuck its like shes ( Read more... )

Had a shorten day at school. that was cool, got out at 1:30. went to Valley college and worked out cause my first class was cancled, now im so sore. but im getting stronger, cause i can bench more than 135, its 140 yay lol. After school went to see my girl darlene, i saw her for liek 2hrs(ill take what i can get, :( cause shes leaving on friday). ( Read more... )

Latley everything has been going pretty smoothly, hung out with alot of new people and old friends too, thats cool. had to keep keenan from freaking out royaly and doing something stupid, not like he doeas'nt allready haha, that was a crazy, but hes my bro and you know, gotta help eachother out so its ok. finally saw darlene, YAY, I missed hur soo ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate being sick, i cant wait till its over, ive taken today 15, 1000mg tabs of Vit.C, hope it wont fuck somethign up...