my...
Today has by far been the hardest day in my life, I had to do what was right but inside I want to die. I feal guilt for leting it go on soo long. I know she was hurting, but all I wanted was to make sure that there was nothing else I could do to help her. There was nothing, Im happy that she won't ever hurt again cause I know shes happy. I want to be happy, but it hurts. I know shes in some better place where she can feel like a million bucks, and im sure she is now. I dont want to remember her for anything but one of the best. All day I was thinking about how much fun we had together, everything we did, and we had some great times together, she was a real member of our family, through and through. We saved her life eleven years ago and today in a way we saved it again, we let her go and finally be happy. Where ever she is I know she's still watchin over me, like she used to do. She would have wanted it this way I could tell it in her eyes. It as much as it hurts me to say was her time. Ill allways rember you...
Rembered Allways
1993 - 2004
Ninja Ponder