regardless of my breakup, nothing can bring me down, i just had my interview with Bradburry financial and they want me to come in on thursday for a second interview for a job that makes 70k/year HOLY FUCKIN SHIT I'M EXCITED!

confusion is a bitch... and i made a decision... fuck it. I was checking my email earlier, and i ran into an email i got froma certain person, and while reading it i had an apifany (sp?) I am just going to go with it, let what is meant to happen happen. Sorta like sitting on the side lines and waiting for my chance to play. I need something to ( Read more... )

So last night was off the fuckin hook, me, mike, windy, devyn, cassie, leasy, and these two ppl i kinda know from lucid got together and had yet anuther "happy birthday mike" get together. I ended up takin a vicodim, drinking a few beers and smokin myself to the IQ of a rock... We all got so fucked up that we barley made it home... I ended up ( Read more... )

gods, i hate not sleepin, i havnt been able to for like the past couple weeks, for the first few days it was cuzza the whole dev n cass thing, then it was cuz i was infatuated with windy, then it was cuz i was depressed, now its cuz i slept till 3 pm cuz i was drunk and stoned... i am SOOOOOO bored right now...

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fuckin christ... i proved it again... i kept tellin myself i was going to do it while i was visiting her... i jsut got back... and i realize I'm bein stupid as fuck... all i was thinking about for most of the time was how i was gonna approach it... first i told myself i'd just do it when i left, then i tried to bring it up while i was giving her a ( Read more... )

ok, so now i know i am a pussy... i know windy likes me... and i like her just as much if not more... but... im too scared to make the move and kiss her, she's alrdy told me she wont kiss first... but i dont know what her reaction would be if i did, and it scares me... gods im so confused, cuz on top of that, she's also tryin to get with her ex ( Read more... )

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