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confusion is a bitch... and i made a decision... fuck it. I was checking my email earlier, and i ran into an email i got froma certain person, and while reading it i had an apifany (sp?) I am just going to go with it, let what is meant to happen happen. Sorta like sitting on the side lines and waiting for my chance to play. I need something to give me incentive to improve myself and my life. I know what i want, but the question is, Can i have it? I've come across news that points towards what i want. But im gonna wait till things settle before i think about it. On anuther note, i should be getting my call from vesta tomorrow or the day after, i cant wait. This job is going to make things so much easier in my life, im going to be able to get a car, and an apartment, and im going to love it.