Why is it so hard to move on sometimes when you know it is the best thing to do? Maybe the best thing for me to do now is follow that literally, and move. I could move far away where I don't have to ever worry about running into a certain person ( Read more... )

this has been a running list of my thoughts. now that it feels like the end I don't need to make any more changes, there's nothing left to change it for ( Read more... )

It's funny how my head works sometimes. It can sometimes freeze up or kicks it into turbohyperdrive on rocketfuel. I knew I fucked up, I always knew ( Read more... )

I can't visit this without emotions coming into play. I'm either angry or sad, but either way I hurt. I just want to get this over with.

In trying to prep for tomorrow I went to sleep super early, only to find myself awake a couple hours later, woken up from a dream turned nightmare ( Read more... )

School's got me stressed ( Read more... )

Break was good, met and hung out with some new friends, did awesome on the ASVAB test for the air force, exercised and even did some hockey stuff. I'd say I'm doing pretty well for myself ( Read more... )

Stephanie, you were a terrible girlfriend. You were selfish, inconsiderate, a liar, and the only thing I regret is giving you as much of myself as I did. You weren't worth it ( Read more... )

I had a great day today, waking up early and meeting new people, doing a lot of what I wanted and it was pretty productive. I've also noticed there's a good amount of productive confidence in me that if I could tap and use more often I could be a very impressive force. I'm pretty thankful for the people that I have in my life, it means a lot to me ( Read more... )

I'm sad, and I've been thinking lately about why I am the way I am. I think though I've narrowed it down to needs and wants and where I fit into the world. I don't feel like the world wants me. I have no close friends that no me well anymore. My family barely knows me, I feel like I fulfill the role to be needed in that people like having me there ( Read more... )