Angry Narcissistic Decision Rage Excommunicate Abhor

Fuck you, you fucking fuck.
I don't ever want to talk to you again.
You are a piece of shit. scum. whore.
Kiss my ass.
I wish I could hate you.
Because then this wouldn't hurt so much.

I feel like someone is sitting on my chest and the only way they'll get off is if i get out of my own head.

I hate this fucking weather.

I've been really frustrated today. Like BORED OUT OF MY FREAKIN SKULL!!!!!!!!!!

Being bored makes me really upset.. I mean, it gives me time to think about what is sucking right now. Like the fact that a bunch of my shit is still at Andrea's in Cali. And then how I wish I were still in Cali, how I wish I could see Brent whenever, how it feels like ( Read more... )

Brent is the best
I had the most amazing time this week.

Sometime in June I'll make my way out to LA for a visit.
Unfortunately, the phone and web cam will have to do for now.

I miss my boy
<3

Today liz and I are driving up to cambrige slash waltham to see Brandeis and its dorms :o) I tried to make a road trip cd on iTunes from my iPod... well i realized after about an hour of looking for my iPod and a half hour of making the playlist, that you cant burn a CD off of your iPod it has to be in the music library.. SHIKAKA! welll, 2 am i ( Read more... )

It's almost 10am here in Elysia-ville. I am continuing work on my room and yesterday I bought a shelving unit from Ikea to replace my desk which is used solely for storage. The desk is really ugly. Thank G-d its coming out of my room. Mission1: go to Home Goods and get storage boxes to put in the shelves. Mission2:Go to NY to visit LIZ!!!!!! ( Read more... )

If I am never again asked when im going back to california, it will be too soon.
I hate that question. And i hate feeling like shit about it.
ps-I want my stuff bitch.

Web cams. Genius. amazing. I get to see his face! Now if only i could kiss it..hmmm ( Read more... )

aspects of cali were amazing. others were not. I have officially been kicked out of my cousins house. It's a fuckin long ass story which i dont delving into at the moment. so i'm not going to. unless for some reason i really feel like talking to you about it...whatever. I'm in CT again. Somehow i keep ending up back where i started and i am tired ( Read more... )

I can't stop smiling...