May 07, 2006 22:03
I've been really frustrated today. Like BORED OUT OF MY FREAKIN SKULL!!!!!!!!!!
Being bored makes me really upset.. I mean, it gives me time to think about what is sucking right now. Like the fact that a bunch of my shit is still at Andrea's in Cali. And then how I wish I were still in Cali, how I wish I could see Brent whenever, how it feels like the universe just didn't want me anywhere this year. How if I'm just sitting around and EATING the food is just going to lodge itself on my ASS and it will be Israel weight depression all over again..
I wrote something today, I thought I'd to share.
8 months ago I was squeaky clean
Said I was their newest machine
Runs like a dream
Keen on having you feel serene
So Louis bought and drove me Home
Somehow I felt alone
He promised a wax and
Maybe an oil change
But instead he drove me hard
Left me feeling strange
I knew he was a liar
He tried to cover it with a kiss
There would be no wax or oil
Dissed and Dismissed
I rode out of There courageous and strong
Back to the Dealership but everything was wrong
There's a new model out
Your not the best anymore
It's gonna be hard for you here
I suggest you make your way off the floor
A new adventure, a road trip is what I need
Andi said she'd love me
She wants a loyal steed
Andi doesn't talk much
Keeps it all to herself
Locked up inside her head
She doesn't know she needs help
Andi said she loved me
But she couldn't handle me no more
She couldn't guide me down a path
Only to the door
Alone again and all mixed up
Is this my path, or just my luck?
8 months ago I was the new machine
Now I'm worn out
Cut out
Shut out
Falling out of the scene
The hurt can be beautiful