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Done with love, but it feels good
I am 41 years old, and long term "romantic" relationships have comprised close to half of my life. I have been miserable in every single one of them. The one I am currently stuck in has taken over a year and many thousands of dollars to a lawyer since I said I wanted out, and I am still not out. Those kinds of relationships have been nothing but ( Read more... ) -
Ten Years Later
Do you know what's brought me back here? This is a place online that I associate with a person in my head. They were a real person, too. Not just inside my head. I met them in real life first, but this is where we really got to know each other.
Ann Eleven is their name. They are no longer here to claim it, but it will belong to them forever.
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These are the end times, but not for the reasons you think.
Western culture is in the process of ending. I think I can make a fairly convincing argument for it. It has to do with the cultural singularity (a term I prefer in contrast to technological singularity because, though it is driven by technology, it's effects are widespread to areas beyond technology), and an idea I've attempted to communicate ( Read more... ) -
This is where I come to be sad
There is a place on a dam on a lake near here where I used to go to be sad or to just be alone and think. Full-time employment and the burden of self-sufficiency have rendered that impractical nowadays, I'm afraid. So I guess I come here. I hope I can always come here. This is an old place, a safe place. I can vent here without shoving it in my ( Read more... ) -
Hello, Sweetie
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The only thing Incan do right is fail
I should just stop making decisions. They are all wrong. It doesn't matter how much they make sense when I make them. They are always wrong.
I am physically incapable of doing the right thing. Any attempt I make to extricate myself from my horrible situation only ever results in my situation becoming at least slightly more horrible.
I haven't been ( Read more... ) -
The only thing Incan do right is fail
I should just stop making decisions. They are all wrong. It doesn't matter how much they make sense when I make them. They are always wrong.
I am physically incapable of doing the right thing. Any attempt I make to extricate myself from my horrible situation only ever results in my situation becoming at least slightly more horrible.
I haven't been ( Read more... ) -
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Dear Internet journal,
Today on twitter I said, "My pussy slumber in R'lyeh, yo pussy will learn new ways to kill ya," and nobody told me what a genius I am except for one guy, kind of.
Nobody understands me like you LJ..
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Warming up the creativity muscles
These are just some things that have been in my mind. I will record them here for future purposes/you to steal.
( setting a scene )