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I was sitting on the window seat of a bus with some guy who was my boyfriend next to me and Katrina in front of me.  We were just laughing away at some joke or other, then my phone rang and my boyfriend picked it up.  He was making funny noises down the phone and I was just laughing until I realised that I didn't catch the caller ID.  He told me ( Read more... )

I have given up hope of ever finding a person that I can place my full trust onto and give into. I'm never going to fall in love with a guy again, or at least never let myself fall in love with a guy again. I can't do it unless I know them completely and they've made that promise to never hurt me. Why is it that the male of my generation are ( Read more... )

The other day whilst sitting in Chandos near Trafalgar Square, the wonderful Katrina and I decided to form a band.   I don't know why we didn't come up with the idea sooner, I suppose we were too busy supporting all of our friends' bands because everyone has a band these days.  So anyways the idea came to us while we were sipping our German beers ( Read more... )

I was out with some friends of mine and we were planning on going on a long trip somewhere. It may have been a camping trip but I only had my backpack with me. We were somewhere in the suburbs of South East London at a train station trying to find the right train to get on. There was some arguing about the trains and about food. It was a sunny ( Read more... )

The aftermath of the events that took place in the last 2 hours leads me to question 'what if?' . I've avoided making conscious decisions that lead to what ifs because the endless questionning irritates more. I need to know the answer ( Read more... )

People keep complaining to me about how the font is camoflauged on here.  I will try to sort out the colour so it's visible to more soon.  As for now, how's the bold?

I have to admit I haven't been the greatest person on earth this month what with the whole flatmate thing and now this Ash and Kat thing.  I don't even have an excuse for it except to ( Read more... )

People keep telling me that I'm selfish, but I think to myself, what else am I supposed to do when being selfish is the only way to get people to listen to me? I love my friends, I really do, but honestly they keep contradicting themselves. When I was in a whole lot of pain and in a state of depression, I was ready to commit suicide and they all ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long while since I've been really busy with things that have taken up a lot of my energy. I'm mentally and physically exhausted and stressed, which people can probably see from my skin. Oh no, I'm going to have wrinkles early ( Read more... )

So I was checking out the club we're going to tomorrow night, and look who was there:

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