"Shane, what are you doing ( Read more... )

It's weird to be pissed to no end and want to deck someone in the face, to the point it's hysterical. I think it's the funniest damn thing in the world right now, and I would like nothing better than to see my fist hit that face.

The little soundless movie frame just plays in my head...over and over...

Guess what? Fabulous for Desirae, she gets to have braces for five more months ( Read more... )

here it comes...
that stomach ache.
It's been a while. This oughta be a painful one.
Kill me, now.
Or at least knock me out until it goes away.
Fuck.

Choice #1-stupid.
Choice #2-more stupid.
Choice #3-the stupidest yet.

I just keep getting myself up there, don't I? Way to go Desirae, if I were on Van Buren, I couldn't be more proud.

Okay, I exaggerated a wee bit.

Well, hot damn! It's back. Finally.
I can't deal with sorrow and pity...I can't do anything with it.
Anger...that's another story. That's leverage. That's revenge. That's what I do.
I've waited so long with this puerile veil over my eyes, I'm ready to burn it.

Well, that was a weekend from fuckin hell ( Read more... )

honestly, I don't have the time or the patience for this shit anymore. If you can't keep up, I'm sorry. I'm not wasting my life trying to help people along. I'm heartless? Probably. But if I had a heart, it would be pretty tormented by now, anyway.

wow. I feel a lot better. That was brief.

I almost died today...=(

Then we almost got lost.

Then the car was almost stolen.

Good day, I say!

Not awkward...hatred. That's what I felt.
I deserve it? I don't think so, but if that's what they feel I can't stop them.
I just wish they didn't. Life a bitch.