I hate that history repeats itself and you just keep watching it happen. I hate always having to be the one that makes it stop, but we all know that shit has to stop ( Read more... )

It's funny how people's perspectives can be so different. An old friend told me this morning, "That's your greatest fault, Des, you take people back into your life so easily." I couldn't think of a thing to say. No defense. No argument. Nothing ( Read more... )

Fuck dreams I'm sick of having them.

Anyway, Tyler and Mike brought me a movie and ice cream last night because I was grounded for the day! It was so sweet. I fuckin love those kids. Aw =)

How often must one person lose everything before it gets better ( Read more... )

I don't know what/why I'm writing, to be honest. Tonight was pretty interesting. I got told by two gay guys, "You're so hott, but I like penis. So, it wouldn't work out!" I said, "Sorry I'm not 'man' enough for you ( Read more... )

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mom-found it
Desirae-can't say her own name, and she has to say it everytime she answers the phone at work. Therefore, she always sounds like a retard.
Story-over.

...She walked into the bar. She was 19. She'd been thinking about him lately. Thinking of the laughs they'd had, the promises he made, and how wonderful he made her feel. She also thought how short that time had been. How it had been a few years before, but felt like eternity. She thought about why neither of them had bothered to call and just say ( Read more... )

How come people gotta get in your face at the worst time ever? Last night, cleaning up the house before the last people leave and my brother is passed out. I haven't gotten sleep in god fuckin knows how long and I'm still a little intoxicated, and Kevin picks a fight with me. How stupid are you? I'm a cranky bitch. He starts talking like he knows ( Read more... )

dude, I totally had a dream that i totaled another car. Ran it right off a cliff. So not cool.

3rd week in a row I couldn't get up ontime. Go fuckin figure. I'm just not a morning person.

Today is gonna be a long ass day...my back hurts.

Ever gone through a phase in your life where you hate everyone and everything, and just want to be alone, but not be lonely? Well, lemme tell ya, it sucked. 7 months I felt like that. Just one day, i felt different. I never understood it. I am still a bit confused. I still am and always have been picky about people. I just have a preference and a ( Read more... )