I am currently in China, where I live.  Can anyone hear me?

I just spell checked the entry I was going to post and the only things that came up as spelled correctly where: I, I'm, 's, and a. Long story short - chinese girl thought I was her british boyfriend via text for the last week. Lybian-Mexican belly dancer in china is bored with her life but not enough to make plans with me. Absurdity is redundant ( Read more... )

Fuck yeah! If anything deserves talking about I'm pretty sure its this. I think I'm going to come back and post on a regular basis. I'm definitely lost out here. Its good to see that the realest of the real people still use this site.

My friends page is blank. None of my friends are having any feelings. This makes me feel lonely. Just about to give up chasing the dragon and hit the wall. The last few steps are always the longest.

I live at 204 via de luna right now. I work with a bunch of reformed strippers at a tequila bar. I'm not making enough money. I'm playing all the time. Over worked and under paid. Another day in paradise. There are worse places to be stuck. These are my one liners, my catch phrases. I see the sunrise atleast four nights a week. The only ( Read more... )

I feel sick. maybe depressed. I've dedicated myself to a life of leisure and it is not rewarding. I've got 30 hours to cheer up before I board a plane to the coast of Spain for a week of vacation. If things were going wrong and I felt like shit it wouldn't be a problem. I could just press on and work toward a solution. Now I am coming to the ( Read more... )

Jeslyn, the latest girl I've tried to fall in love with, has finally told me to give up. I have not bee this relieved in a long long time. I've got to stop getting into relationships and viewing them as challenges or tests of stamina. I'm going to start trying to fix my own problems so hopefully I can meet someone and not have to put up with ( Read more... )

I am a soulless evil bastard ( Read more... )

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Honest hunger is the greatest thing on earth
Maslow perverted the whole system
Pyramids are not natural
What is the value of a point against god
Its the collective drive against the one
The distance from ourselves is the strength of our identity