to much sleep
I feel sick. maybe depressed. I've dedicated myself to a life of leisure and it is not rewarding. I've got 30 hours to cheer up before I board a plane to the coast of Spain for a week of vacation. If things were going wrong and I felt like shit it wouldn't be a problem. I could just press on and work toward a solution. Now I am coming to the conclusion that I am naturally unhapppy. Most things I use to distract myself could be classified as addictions. Maybe I need a new fitness regimen or a new hobby. I feel like I've lost my work ethic to live. I don't want to quit but I'm not trying that hard not to get fired. Hopefully lounging on nude beaches will not kill me.