i am hurt. i am angry. i am sad. i am miserable. i am beside myself. i am lost. i am lonely. i am confused. i am using my "i" words in hopes of making myself feel even a little better. i am scared. i am broken. i am going to be okay (i am going to believe that is true eventually).

in these recent weeks i have partaken in a decent if not slightly excessive amount of online shopping. over the course of such time i have found some truly wonderful things on the internet. and then today i found some things that just really creeped me out and have scared me away enough to the point that ill at least save myself some money.

behold ( Read more... )

dolphin observations.
scuba certification.
internship.

pretty excited for august and beyond.

hey there delilah parody.
kind of made my day.

hey there vagina: http://www.iklipz.com/MovieDetail.aspx?MovieID=db1b7cf6-f8fd-4fe4-9f7a-3a047d664429

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2007 got off to a rough start. I can easily say that these past five months have been the hardest of my life. Both in part because of what has happened and the fact that it has been non-stop. There have been so many times where I've felt like someone was kicking me in the stomach, waiting for me to get up just so they could kick me again. Repeat x ( Read more... )

mika is playing at 9:30 club on june 12th.
i am beyond excited.

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1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
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1. What does next year have in store for me?
     where does the good go- tegan and sara

2. What's my love life like?
    box full of sharp objects- the ( Read more... )

Post a comment with the word "survey" and ( Read more... )

you know what sucks?
wanting things both ways.
because you cant have it.

hmph.

i dont even know if what i want is what i want.