on the inside i want to scream and not stop until i pass out sometimes.

...shopping with my dad! YAY! + work bonus ( Read more... )

Aeowyn is grounded because she is being a fucking bitch ( Read more... )

See, I had a very zen moment yesterday where I was like, "If I don't want stuff then I won't be unhappy!" But it isn't just me, I have a daughter to think about feeding. So buddhism is just more masculine sexist bullshit ( Read more... )

I am depressed. I haven't stopped crying all day.
I have been completely hopeless.
I want to make art and hear music and have a place to live that isn't disgusting and it's all hopeless.

I can't.
and it's your fault.
and you are completely self absorbed and it's not your fault and there is nothing anyone can do about it.

there is nothing that can be done ( Read more... )

Is it possible to have work that you can be completely honest at ( Read more... )

1. Ferrets to Vet for more shots and a once over.
2. Pay off Dr. Loomis
3. Go out to dinner
4. Buy 1 pair of jeans that fit really well Mom is sending giftcard, yay!
5. Apply to Evergreen
6. Pay off remaining credit card
7. Buy stuff in my bin (@ work) waiting to be bought
8. Oil change on Subaru
9. Get Aeowyn started in Martial Arts class   Already ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know ( Read more... )

Do I really have to go to school ( Read more... )

So I am going to be at the Parkside on I street in Tacoma on Saturday for a birthday get together and celebration!
You had better be there!