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I am depressed. I haven't stopped crying all day.
I have been completely hopeless.
I want to make art and hear music and have a place to live that isn't disgusting and it's all hopeless.
I can't.
and it's your fault.
and you are completely self absorbed and it's not your fault and there is nothing anyone can do about it.
there is nothing that can be done.
i'm going to have to pull myself together so that I can go to work, but i'm not sure that I can.
Would things be better without you? I can't tell.
But i can't afford to live and you can't get a job, or leave the house so what do i do?
what the fuck can i DO!?
see?
everything is IMPOSSIBLE>
Fuck mental illness.
I have been completely hopeless.
I want to make art and hear music and have a place to live that isn't disgusting and it's all hopeless.
I can't.
and it's your fault.
and you are completely self absorbed and it's not your fault and there is nothing anyone can do about it.
there is nothing that can be done.
i'm going to have to pull myself together so that I can go to work, but i'm not sure that I can.
Would things be better without you? I can't tell.
But i can't afford to live and you can't get a job, or leave the house so what do i do?
what the fuck can i DO!?
see?
everything is IMPOSSIBLE>
Fuck mental illness.