So Im writing something else.....So many days have passed but no pages. When I look at this I see time wasted. There is so much that Ive been through since the last time I wrote anything. Its hard to write about things that are only a fragment of a blur in your mind all the great times Ive had this year and all that I can remember is somebody ( Read more... )

Well Im speeding like a hell right now ....uumm so we'll start by talkin about work ...thats my life for right now ...work ....Ok so I went in to work tody and we were busy as hell because kids had graduation today and to top it all off 3 cooks called in and 2 servers called in that left joe,trish *the black girl we got the yay from* and shiela.... ( Read more... )

Yeah! so im finally updating eh....well first off Abby is gone...yeah she left yesterday and was on the plane at like 5:10 I know because Mj and I called to wish her a good and safe flight .....*it better be safe too,or Ill go to the airport and go straight fuckin postal on those fucktards*.....anyway so she should be iiiinnnn well ....I think shes ( Read more... )

So I did go to that party at Meradiths house,it was cool.She is soooo nice and her people were pretty cool too every thing was cool."I QUIT DRINKING" it just doesnt get me anywhere and I have to hear about all the stupid shit that I did the next day and Im just over it ( Read more... )

SO like yesterday I did.....well really nothing but kept busy and then Abby calls at like 10:30 ur something and she's *get this* rite across the fuckin street and wants to go home,but she was like the laaast person I expected to call.I thought everyone was like partying somewhere.Anyway I took her to bo-jangles and she ate,which I was glad to see ( Read more... )

Well I got out of class early and Im in the fuckin computer lab at school with MJ .....she's starting to get on my nerves I dont want to tell her that,and she's a good friend and all but its just the little things that just get on my fuckin nerves like her not knowing when to shut the fuck up..."like when one of your teachers walks in to the fuckin ( Read more... )

Well Journal .....life pretty much sux....but right now Im reading this book Life and Teachings Of The Masters Of The Far East.Im on the 6th chapter....again...abby hasnt talked to me in a week,I dont know if she will again....Mj never really has anything different to say ....I know I fucked up!....oh yeah! did I mention This SUX!......Ill write ( Read more... )

So today wasnt so bad.I went to school,didnt get to see abby today though other than that today was good I avoided all tha drama that people try to bring.Im startin to feel as though mj either likes tha drama or just really doesnt know how to do with out it,I mean its fucked up I went in to tha lounge at school and shes right there just eatin that ( Read more... )

today was supposed to be fun,its like "spring fling"at JCC.When I got to school this morning Abby was on the bench waiting for her mom to take her home,I walked up and sat down next to her and said I was sorry......there is soooo much more I couldve said but I knew when she looked down that it was time for me to leave and so...god im sorry....I ( Read more... )

Today was a good day until I fucked it up with not 1 but 2 really good friends.One of them gave me another chance and the other Im not sure about yet but she is one of the most beautiful people Ive ever met.I just cant stop thinking about in my mind,I mean how and why did I say such a thing and act that way."I FUCKED it up ( Read more... )