idk why i'm happy about this but i am. Me an Brett are gonna be going to my moms for a bbq today and that should be interesting ( Read more... )

so life is insane.....as usual. my life feels like a fucking bouncy ball. i've been with Brett almost every day since he came home on the 31st. and yes, this is the same Brett i've written about all those years before. same crazy guy. well we reconected in november and my life hasnt been the same. he still drives me nutz, but still makes me smile ( Read more... )

Life is to short to stay angry at anything or any one. Yes i spent three whole days (wow) mad a Jake and not wanting to talk to him. But when i saw him, all that anger went away. when i fell back into my place in his arms everything was ok. even if i only got to see him for a weekend and all hell broke lose on the 4th, i don't care. Waking up next ( Read more... )

Never in my life did i think i would have to pull camis out of the laundry, or learn military time, but i have. and i hate it to say the very least. I love Jake so much but i hate the part of him thats a Marine. I hate that i never get to talk to him, and that i bend everything to make things work and to make him happy. But it's my lot in life, to ( Read more... )

Its been to freakin long since ive written in this stupid thinng....somehow i always relate a long LJ post with the failer of a long relationship....idk why. it just sucks. it hastn failed yet.........but its on life support. I Dont even really know what happened........idk.....i guess people do change and grow apart. I Love him.......i do......but ( Read more... )

 Well for those that don't know i got a new Job this past week and am starting my full time Key holder position at Smart Scrubs this comming monday, i have never been so happy. I am not longer worried about money for school, or anything. I now have the opportunities to help Jesse pay for his dirt bike, and begin saving for my Car.

School starts back ( Read more... )

My Boy...i saw him last night, but i regret going out and partying. i wanted to just stay home all night in his arms in our pjs. but my big ass mouth had to invite people over. oh freakin well...i feel bad, and i want my Jesse to be laying next to me...so bad ( Read more... )

You ever just think back on your life and say "Wow, i can't believe that all really happened" or "Look how far i've come." I'm having a moment like that. I'm looking at my life right now, and wondering how the hell i got here.  

I have Totally decided, right now, that Life is tooooo short to dwell on the bad things. I'm so In Love with Jesse. He Makes me laugh through thick and thin. Even when we fight, it ends in a hug. I don't know where'd id be without my Boo Boo. heehee. Love you Jesse!!!!! SO MUCH!!!

Today has been so like wierd, I didnt sleep at all last night, like not a wink. I Woke up and my head was spinning so i didnt go to Anthropology. But i went to Music and i'm leaving for English in like 45 minutes. But anyway. I got sucked into a three way conversation with and Ex and my Best friend. That was weird....and then then beyond weird, is ( Read more... )