Jul 09, 2008 15:29
Life is to short to stay angry at anything or any one. Yes i spent three whole days (wow) mad a Jake and not wanting to talk to him. But when i saw him, all that anger went away. when i fell back into my place in his arms everything was ok. even if i only got to see him for a weekend and all hell broke lose on the 4th, i don't care. Waking up next to his warm body makes everything ok. It makes it ok that he's in the military and he's going to eventually leave for months at a time and he may not come back, that kiss in the morning when he wakes up and says he loves me makes all the pain of not seeing him go away, even if for just that few hours.
I know it's going to be hard....It's hard now only seeing him once a week, and when we talk on the phone he always seems angry, and i rarely get to talk to him as it is. He's in a Bad place, Mentaly and physicaly. and I'm trying my best to be the only support system he has.
But as hard as it is and as hard as it's going to get it's worth it for those good night and good morning kisses and hearing him say he loves me and would do anything for me........it's more than worth it. :)
He's It for me..........
He Asked.........
I Said Yes......