by myself. and looking foward to it. Now, I wouldn't mind having company but no one was available/wanted to come?? so I'm off on my own. A week at the most amazing beaches - wow, I'm not going to complain.
why is it that people think it's ok to treat you like crap when you're sick? Now, I'm not begging for sympathy, I'm just asking for people to not recoil in horror from me. No, I don't want them to get sick, of course not, and I try to minimize my interaction with them but damn. Like you don't already feel bad enough..........
to be quite so emotional today. I'm so very glad I got to hug meggie, see her, talk to her, listen to her....and this isn't about me. dammit (to myself) why am I crying??? For her loss, her pain, the struggle that she is now going to go through when really, it isn't FUCKING fair. I hope she can feel my love surrounding her.
It seems I have been able to find something in both Bryson and Jeff that reminded me of Mike in a bad way. In that a there's a characteristic or something and I think, that is kind of like Mike, and I don't like that
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