So, everything isn't half bad in the apartment. Just some minor things bugging me ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while since I've actually wrote in this thing, and a fair amount has happened. I've moved to California temporarily with Becca and Sterling. Ster and I have a place which was harder to find than I'd have first thought. It's not really that bad. It's a pretty big place with lots of room to move about ( Read more... )

Well, it's been what? Almost 2 months since I last wrote in here, maybe longer. I figured I'd bring myself up to date with things that have occured ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, I didn't have a spotter today meaning low weight high reps on the bench...overall, was a decent workout until I learned I had to cut grass and lift other things around the house afterwards. -_ ( Read more... )

As we sit here ( Read more... )

"The Secret ( Read more... )

Hello Mr. Journal...Oh how I love being able to turn to you when the rest of the world cannot know what's going on in this mind of mine. Yes, yes...based on the title you can pretty much guess what's up. Michelle and I can't really exist...she doesn't want to..or maybe she does...or maybe she's just completely fucked up in the head...who knows. I ( Read more... )

So yeah...I hate this...I hate feeling for someone so bad and not being able to do anything about it...being afraid to interfere. Why is it that love brings so much pain? Why does life twist things like this and make it hurt so much? Why can't she just see that she's the one I truely want..I want her more than anything in the world...I'd give up ( Read more... )

Finished it today...I'll do the keyboard stuff for it tomorrow to give it an actual tone ( Read more... )

*Sigh*...Where to begin and how to say it....I spent a good portion of today talking with Jean about Michelle, and also talking to Michelle...I learned a lot about what's going on in her mind...some of which I hate. Well, really there's only 1 thing I hate, and it's the fact that she's still afraid of what could happen to us. I'm going to see her ( Read more... )